Friday, May 8, 2009

Official Post by Eric!

Hello everybody. This is Eric Arnold. First I want to take a moment to offer up my very heartfelt thanks to everybody out there who has been supportive in one way or another. I would not be able to make it as far as I have without the help of some very special people. Some of you are in the racing community and some of you aren’t, but I can’t say enough about what you’ve done for me and will do for me in the future. Thank you so much for everything.

Most of you know me as a pretty reality-based person so let’s talk quickly about where we are today. The current status, and I emphasize the word current, is that I am paralyzed below the waist. I want to put that out there very quickly because I know there’s a lot of conjecture and it’s a very scary thing for people to wonder and have that kind of thing hanging over their head about someone they care about. Accepting the full reality of the situation is the first step in actually being able to address it and start fixing it. So again, the current status is that I am paralyzed from the waist down. I have no movement in my legs at all. So I guess that makes me a paraplegic. That being said, that’s today and we don’t’ know what tomorrow is going to bring. There is a lot of swelling and damage. As the swelling goes down it is like an onion and new layers are revealed. The hope of me and everyone else is that over time and with therapy things improve and I regain some motion if not all. But for my own mental state anyway, I just need to publically acknowledge my current condition so I can keep a straight head on.

Just a quick little list of injuries for those of you who’ve been wondering, cause I know we all have a macabre streak or at least everyone has a natural curiosity: I destroyed three vertebrae, two lumbar and one thoracic, I busted and or dislocated five ribs, I ripped open an 18 inch gash in my sacral artery which is where all the blood came from on the track, and I punctured my right lung. Along with various other bruises and contusions that I know most of the racers at least are very familiar with. The good new s is most of the healing is underway. Other than the paralysis it’s all recoverable from.  There’s a boatload of titanium in my lower back, as usual for this kind of injury, so it’s kind of the standard take me apart and put me back together in a much more orderly way than I came apart. I was in surgery for over 10 hours and ran through nineteen total units of blood between heading to the helicopter on Sunday  and leaving surgery on Monday.

As far as the actual incident, that’s all it is to me in my mind, a pure racing incident. My bike came together with someone else’s bike on the grid, I am not sure who exactly and it doesn’t really matter to me other than I hope that they are okay. I went down on the track and some poor unfortunate soul ran over me, if not more than one. They think maybe two. But any of you who have raced know that your visual in that situation is almost none. My only hope is that in the whole accident I was the worst one injured and everyone else heals up fine and everybody moves on to whatever they feel most comfortable with in their racing career. 

One reason I am writing this is that I am finally being moved out of Critical Care Unit and downgraded to the Intensive Care Unit.  I am awaiting a move to Santa Clara Valley Hospital where they have a special spinal cord unit full of people who do nothing all day but deal with spinal cord injuries and spinal cord therapy. My family and I have all been told that these guys are the best in the business and there’s no place better I could be going so I am very confident about that. The current plan is for me to be there some time Monday, May 11. It’s a very regimented program, as you can imagine these should be, but there will be plenty of time for visiting in the afternoons and evenings. I just don’t know enough yet to tell you more details. Once I get settled in after a couple days and I understand the routine better I’ll post some visiting hours. During the normal daytime I think it will be busy like a job, at least that’s the way I’m looking at it, so give me a couple days to nail down the when and the where for visitations.

One of the reasons for going through this program is its intense focus on making people as functional as possible regardless of the level of mobility they regain. So I will be focused on doing everything I can to being the quality of my life back up as best I can with their help and your help.

My mom and my family have been a great support to me in this time and they have been amazed at the level of support that you all have been giving to both myself and them. On behalf of my mom, brother, and sister I just want to thank everybody for their thoughts and prayers offered on behalf of me.  I am a very lucky person to have had this happen to me at a time in my life when I am surrounded by so many great people.

I will keep you updated as I can. I don’t have internet access as of yet, but I may have it at the facility in Santa Clara. If not, I‘ll continue to use Shahin, Ethan, and other friends to keep getting as much info to you as possible. Feel free to reply to these posts to let us know if there is any more info that you’d like to get. 

16 comments:

  1. It's nice to get an official Eric post!! Please let me know what I can do or bring you. You've been one of my best friends and my "straight guy" friend and I want to give back all that you have given to me over the years. Don't be a martyr. Tell me what you need!

    Hugs,
    Marcy

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  2. Great to hear from you Eric! Your an aewsome dude and I cant wait to come see you when you get to SCH. Terri says Hi! Were think'n of you everyday brotha! C ya real soon! let us know what we can smuggle into the hospital for you! :-)

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  3. Wow, Eric, thanks for letting all of us know. You're a trooper though and there are many, many, many peeps in your corner encouraging you. Keep your spirits up and when you're down, don't hesitate to reach out. Acceptance is the key - face it head on!!!

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  4. Hi Eric! It's so wonderful to hear from you. We're all here for you ... so keep up the great spirit!

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  5. Please let Eric know that I'm thinking of him all the time and I'm keeping him in my prayers.

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  6. One word comes to mind reading your post, Eric: Courage. It's clear you have plenty which is going to carry you down the road ahead. We will visit when you're at Santa Clara Valley. We're only a stone's throw away from there so call on us if you need ANYthing!
    Hugs, Jami & Sherwick

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  7. Eric, this is a truly inspirational post. I admire the innate courage and positive thinking that guides you, and wish you all the best. Looking forward to see you back at Jigsaw.

    Best,
    -Shariq

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  8. Eric
    Reading your post allowed me to finally sit back and take a breath. To have you explain in your own words how you feel and what has taken place is so encouraging and what makes you so special in my life and others. Your amazing and your smile so missed so please add me to the visitors list soon!
    Love you! Denise W

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  9. Hi Eric,
    It was nice to read this official post from you, you are Super Strong individual and I don't have one doubt that you will have a full and healthy recovery. We will be there to help in anyway. Know that we are praying and thinking of you.
    We can't wait to see you.
    Love, Jess, Nathalia, & Rene

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  10. Glad to see you posting Eric! Hang in there brother. It is great to see your positive attitude on the issue. Take care. My thoughts and prayers are still with you man.

    Andy Allen

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  11. Hi Eric! How are you? Have you gotten to move to Santa Clara yet? Continued healing energy and support being sent!!!

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  12. Eric, we love you and waiting for you to get well soon

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  13. Eric, I just heard about your accident yesterday from Ike. I loved reading your words and you will be in our prayers. I know as determined and focused you are, you will heal quickly.

    Our prayers are with you.

    The Deuce

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  14. Eric- I am so proud of you for tackling this issue head on! Keep the faith, time will heal so many wounds, and I know that you will not give up! Will talk to you soon- will drive to see you and visit for a bit when ever you want me to!!!
    :) Rebecca

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  15. Wish you a faster recover. Keep going!

    Sergei

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  16. Great to see your post, Eric :) All our best thoughts and hopes are with you!

    Tatjana & Support team.

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